Nickelback : If Today Was Your Last Day

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?
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If only i can live like that.....

                                            is it my mistake to even take that step......

                                                                                                     don't know if it was the right decision ....

                     don't know it anymore.......

               my friend....

                            there is nothing wrong with yourself...

                having personality traits that you don't like is a very human thing...its called a bad habit(lol is it??)...

                                                               nothing wrong with that....

                                                         please...learn to love yourself~!!

                must learn to accept it...and then get over it...

       because it is part of you...

                              no one is perfect (cliche~!!)

of course you can change and correct that habit of your's...

                                               but if you can't, NO BIG DEAL~!! well...as long as you tried that is =P

                                                                                                                   friends will take you as you are~!! =)

Richie is going to his operation tomorrow!!!

>____<

take it out and make the pain and the swelling go away!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! !#$%$^&*%!#&^%$#*%$!$#!!!!

I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO FRIGGIN MAD!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE IS THAT "THICK SKINNED"!!!!! F*#K YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!! ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAR!!!!

since the day i learned how to drive, i SHOULD be surprised that i have not met these kind of stupido drivers until today....but OMG!!!! fu*king piss me OFF!!!

i am already not too happy with myself about forgetting to return auntie's library books!!! omg that is 8$ fine right there!!!! and then i go to the library...soooo much people there!! so i circle the parking lot 3 times!!!!! and out of the corner of my eyes i saw someone leave so i hit my lights!!!! so i move up a TINY bit to let the car out of its stall!! AND THEN some stupid car drove RIGHT INTO MY PARKING SPOT!!!!! i went bersek!!! i got off my car locked it!! and went tell her to get out of my spot because i got here first!!! and she smiled at me...conversation goes something like this:

F: you're in my spot...i hit my lights first
B: i'm sorry i didn't see you but i'm already here...you don't expect to move out do you?
F: as a matter of fact i do...so get out.
B: the spot don't have your name on it so its not your's...and besides there's a lot of spot on the other side (fu*k i should've said yea good you can go park on the other side!!!)
F: that's not the point...i have been circling for a while now...so this is my spot..get out.
B: why don't you go find a spot and stop wasting my time
F: no YOU're wasting my time now get out. follow the rules and go find your own spot. first come first serve!
B: what rules? there's no rules!! and what does it mean by hitting your lights i don't understand
F: my left light...i don't care MOVE!
B: sorry not going to *leaves*

BITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTCH!!! OMG i soooooooooooooooo want to park in the way of her car!! i should have told her...i live real close..and my car can sit here *point at the back of her car* for a VERY long time... 

feel so stupid now....= _____________ = || so much things i could have said but i didn't...stupid~!! i remember her license plate if any of you want it.....9** G*G lol but what good will it do......

* edit * i DID say please a few times...which might have made me sound weak = . =

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21hrs after this incident...i find it totally ridiculous....not in the sense of what she did...but to what i did....should've have just let her know she was rude and just drive off = ____ = || EQ going down...